i've fallen for you.

My feelings

Saturday, August 05, 2006
8:01 PM

wheee im so stinky and hot. hahah
haven taken shower since morning.
hmmm after training waited for like 2 hours for kai and raf to finish their training,.
were supposed to go for cip.
but we decided to pon.
i felt real down.
and meaningless.
hahah
ever felt like you're sad. but u cant think of anything that you're sad of?
hmm
yeaa on the bus had a heart to heart talk between us.
what the meaning of this and that.
life and so on.
hahah
so touching.
kai's scared that when we grow up. he wont contact friends like us anymore.
im scared that when i grow up. everyday after work.(if i can get a good job) to go home and be all alone.
raf... well u know raf. "i live for fun"
hahah

they came over to my house.
brought them for lunch at the coffeeshop near my house.
ate wonderful bakuteh
hahahah even kai is full of praise.
got discounts from the auntie cos i always go there:D

went to my house then watched too fast too furious tokyo drift.
nice!!!
hahaha my com rocks man.
the colour and sound were so good.
hahahaha next time dun need spend money on movies.
jus come to the comfort of my air conditioned room and chill.:P
movie was quite long.

went down to play halo.
hahahah raf. kai. u both seriously need to improve.
but heyy! you've improved so much ever since u started playing with me! hahah!

its such a wierd feeling.
im getting it again.
hmmmmm
its like i feel so down and lonely.
and i think like kai and raf are the only ones who actually can and make the effort to cheer me up.
lol

hmmm what i live for....
i cant think of anything.
hahaha its so young to say "i live for 'this girl'" hahahah
my friends supposed to be back today from bintan trip.o.O
haven replied. ohwell

oh to bathe.
haven even showered. and i perspired so much at training.>.<

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a week was all it took.